39. I saw the resemblance

Assalamualaikum.

Blog got dusty. Lama tidak update. Busy I think? Yes, I am. Been busy with classes, tests, assignments, research proposal and of course, personal things.  Have had fac's dinner last Friday at Hyatt Regency. Okay laa. Not so fun anyway. Maybe sebab tidak ramai yg get to join.

 Btw, I saw u everywhere. Tough life. I can get through this. Insha Allah. Lama tidak story pasal all these thingy. Getting sick I guess? haha. Yes, I do feel lonely at times but I know that "Unquestionably, by the remembrance of Allah, hearts are assured (Qur'an: 13:28)". We all know that Allah SWT has the greatest plan for all of us. Therefore, there's nothing to be worried. I do think that anything that happen to me as the resemblance of what I did in my past. Having the "reward" in this world would be much better than to have it in the hereafter. Oh Allah, forgive my sins and my families' too. Amin.

Let bygone be bygone right? Allah tidak nampak how a person starts, Allah nampak how those person ends. So, please pray that I will be a good servant to Allah SWT, a good daughter to my Parents, a good sister to my Siblings, a good friend to my Friends and a good person to anywho. Well, I know its not easy but yet, tried my best is better than nothing I guess. I do think of becoming a real muslimah as in wearing a proper tudung, covering my feet, no more tight jeans and all that and I really hope that I am ready for that. So, lets pray for me and pray for us. Amin.

Hoping,

NhidayahSL

 

38. What's the sign?

I dream on you. Twice. What is that suppose to mean? Allah knows. InshaAllah.

37. Time has come

The time has come for me to really get rid of all the oldies. Yes, after almost 4 years baru realized. Dumb kn? But yet, for any goodness, there's no such word as late. Pray for me as well. Amin.

Hopeful,
hslahmuddin :)

36. I'm Good

Yes,

I am good.

35. Extra Eid 2013

Peek-A-Boo!

Lotsoflove,

hslahmuddin.

34. Eid 2013

Assalamualaikum.

Saya janji akan sayang kamu till my last breath, InshaAllah. Amin <3

hslahmuddin

33. Exam is Over

Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah.

Yes, exam is over few days ago and here I am at Tawau! Not yet Kunak sbb flight turun tawau and i've been stranded here sbb mau buat kuih. Awal? Saja, so that nnt last 10 days of saum we can perbanyakkan ibadah instead of baru mau busy2 buat kuih kn. Lagipun today is the 4th day I 'cuti' which means I can't fast. huhu.

Seriously saying, this semester punya exam was extremely tougher than before. It's not me the only one yang said that. even my classmates yang lain pun found it's soooo hard smpai rasa mcm even study sampai 13 chpters pun still rasa susah. I just hope that we all can pass those papers yang killer. I don't dare to expect a better result than last semester instead of hoping that I can pass all those subjects. Amin.

Today is the 8th day of saum. Alhamdullilah its been a week already. Time flies really fast. And I hope August wouldn't be this fast sbb kuliah will start over again on early September. Next sem punya semester break I have practical and now tengah cari2 tempat utk practical. I don't know yet either mau practical at KK or Kunak. I'll think about it first.

Thanx Mr Google for the pictures!

Sincerely,
hslahmuddin.

32. Friday UpDate

Assalamualaikum.

Goodbye June and Hello July!
Happy Belated birthday to me. Haha. Will post something about it after I finished with the exam okay. Yeah, im having my final exam for semester 4. So-far-not-so-good. It's tougher than before. Anyway, just pray and tawakkal cause i did my worst best. inshaAllah. Next one will be on tuesday and last payperrr will be on next saturday which is on 13th july. hoping for the best. im going home on 15th july. How i wish i can wrote it as 15th june.

Okay. Next week will be Ramadhan, inshaAllah and that is the reason why i just can't wait going back home. Buka puasa, sahur and terawih with the families and friends. The things that you can only have during ramadhan. may this coming ramadhan will bring you all the bless and may all the good things come and may us be a better muslim. inshaAllah. Amin.

Ahlan Wasahlan ya Ramadhan.



truthfully,
hslahmuddin.

31. Peace

Assalamualaikum. 

okay. entry kali ne betul2 luahan hati dan perasaan. muntah. anyway, since hati rasa nda tenteram and nda tenang, this is one of the way that i can express those kind of feelings. huhu. rasa nda tenang sebab few things yang happened untuk beberapa hari ne makes me feel worried especially for my family. Mudah2an it's just my feeling and hopefully nothing bad will be happened. amin. Ya Allah, jauhi lah segala bencana dan kecelakaan daripada keluarga hambaMu ini. Lindungi lah mereka ya Allah. Amin ya rabb.

secondly, 

lately ne selalu jaa ada benda yang makes me remind of him. Aww. rase nak marah jerr. hahaha. anyway, i know it's a test to justify whether im strong enough to let go things or person that i ever loved before or maybe still love. confused sekejap. insha Allah perjuangan ku akan berjaya. ceh. huhu. 

thirdly,

hormon tgh unstable ne so sangat expose to stress especially bila minggu2 akhir before exam. masa ne lah tests, assignments, presentations and replacement classes bak cendawan tumbuh lepas hujan. berlambak i tell u. uurrgghh. and benda yang i hate the most is actually replacement classes since cuti am pun mau ganti. !@#$%^&*. bagus nda pyah cuti. lain laa if the classes were postponed sbb lect meeting/outstation/kurang sihat. huhu. somehow, what can i do. that's student's life. kalau nda tahan then just quit! senang cerita. tp ndamau quit kan? nah, rasakan :(. untung laa nak kos yang kau ambik ne bkn hardcore mcm medic/engine. kalau kau ambik kos yang itu, sana bukit padang kalik kau stay. Nauzubillahiminzalik. 

anyway.

kata orang, bila kita tengok bayi, semua masalah kita seakan-akan hilang. so, esok maybe i should try jenguk kakak sebelah rumah since she has a newborn baby. Insha Allah if kakak tuh ada. btw, sabar lah hati. setiap yang berlaku ada hikmah di sebalik kejadian. Tuhan akan berikan yang terbaik untuk umatNya. Semoga Tuhan merahmati kita semua. Amin.

ygtidaktenteramhatinya,

hslahmuddin.

30. Hello Stress!

I bet u this week will be a hectic one. Full of presentations, tests, assignments and everything. I have around 2 more weeks before the final exam. Ohmy! Pray to Allah so that everything will be okay and goes as planned. Insha Allah.

Amin.

Good day,
hslahmuddin.

29. Teachers/Lecturers

Thank you so much teachers and lecturers <3

May Allah blesses you guys all the way long. 

Amin.

hslahmuddin

28. Hari Mak

Alhamdulillah. It's May though I am a bit late. Huhu.

Happy Labour Day! 

And of course, Happy Mother's Day in advance.

Selamat Hari Mak, mak. 
I love you for the rest of my life. Sorry for not being there celebrating your day. Sorry for not being the best daughter to you. Sorry for hurting you or do wrong things to you if I did. I may not be the best that you 
can be proud of but yet, I try my best not to make you ever feel ashamed for having me. Insha Allah.

Mak,
I hope and always make doa that you and bapak will be granted a good life, good health, rezeki, good children and grandchildren in the world and the hereafter. May Allah blesses our family and be cherish and happy all the way long. Amin.

Mak, 
I know everyday is should be Hari Ibu. But, there must be one day that we can make it so special for you. Eventhough tidak dapat celebrate it at hotel or restaurant since you don't like eating outside, I hope those little celebration with cakes at home will be special for you. Hehehe. 

Mak and Bapak,
please be happy and may Allah blesses you both. Amin.

Anyway, Happy Mother's Day as well to my lovely sister and sis in law. May you be granted with good health, good life, rezeki and anak-anak yang comel-comel just like the aunt. Hahaha.

Love,
hslahmuddin.

27. Giving Up

26. Distance

There you go.

sincerely,
hslahmuddin.

25. Insha Allah

"Tidaklah seorang muslim tertimpa suatu penyakit dan sejenisnya melainkan Allah akan menggugurkan bersamanya dosa-dosanya seperti pohon yang menggugurkan daun-daunnya." 

(Hadis riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim)


Insha Allah,
hslahmuddin.

24. First Time

Last week.

Dengan jayanya i cooked "white sauce spagheti". 

Hasil? It was okay laa since it was my first time. Thanks housemate atas kesudian anda utk merasa masakan saya yg tidak seberapa. InshaAllah saya akan meningkatkan mutu persembahan saya pada masa akan datang. Sila undi saya lagi pada pilihanraya kali ini! :p

yg akan sentiasacuba utk masak sedapsedap,

hslahmuddin.

23. Dream on you

I didn't.

hslahmuddin.

22. Start Over.

I'm a part 4 degree/2nd year student now. I just need to start it all over again. Yeah I know it's kinda late as it's already week 5th. Hihi. *sigh. Can we just have virtual classes? I mean, no need to go to class. To be honest, the most tiring and malasing part is actually going to classes like 5days a week and approximately around 4 to 6 hours a day. We should try virtual classes like through I-Learn or something. Then, you can just meet your lecturer if you really do have problems on understanding the course.Why not kan? Haha. I know some of the students will go like "what's in your mind? Well, why not kan? Nothing is wrong to try anything. Like those saying nothing is impossible. Ceh! But yeah, I know some of them will go like saying " I don't have broadband. Therefore, I cannot access to the internet and bla bla bla". Excuses! Wifi is everywhere my dear.

This idea come up just because I malas rajin going to classes. Haha.

Anyway, happy study and best of luck to diploma students who's having their exam especially Mamah <3

Full of hope @.@
hslahmuddin

21. Here & There

Yeah, I know this kind of late. Huuu. Alhamdulillah, I'm a diploma holder and now still ada rezeki to further my study. This is our first time of spending time together outside KK. Haha. It was fun though. So much fun! 

Jumpa after 3 months!

Colourful <3

 Cable Car

Genting!!

1* only

Diploma's Holder!

rindu those moments. Insha Allah in 2 years ahead, will be back for my Degree's Convo. Amin~

hslahmuddin.

20. Definition

Thanks google

Those feelings i have for you back then.
Now?
..................................................

hslahmuddin.

19.

Rumah Manis Rumah

I'm home! A bit bored but sooo glad that i'm home. rindu rumah sewa. aha! This break plan utk cari kerja nda jadi since cuti is only a month. tp my friends ramai yg kerja with IDS which is yg buat research tuh. Hari tuh rasa mau apply tp it's okay laa. Semester break is the only time yg I can stay at home lama2 and bantu2 my mak with all the chores. huhu. Lagipun sem 5 nnt i hv practical juga. 

Fuhh. Done with Sem 3 degree. How's degree's life? Tough? Yes it is. Engine sangat sloooww. I don't know why. I didn't put much effort for my exam. Sigh*. I'm just hoping that I can pass all the papers especially LAW. Stress bila fikir balik my answer sheet. Mcm ndamau hntr to the invigilator. I know I can do better. Somehow, let bygone be bygone. The only thing I can do now is doa and tawakkal. 

Anyway, since balik rumah ne, telefon semua "rosak". haha. No sound at all. Nasib laa I have few movies that I can habiskan throughout the break. Esok InshaAllah plan utk hang out with the friends. It's been a while kan. huhu. Jan is coming to an end! Tidak sedar and I don't expect Feb to be this fast. Dear Feb, please slow down yah. Take your time and enjoy the journey please :) Let March be waited! haha. 

Fuhh, hoping for a break with good memories. Amin~

Full of hope,

hslahmuddin

18. Rules of Life

:: Last paper <3

hslahmuddin