31. Peace

Assalamualaikum. 

okay. entry kali ne betul2 luahan hati dan perasaan. muntah. anyway, since hati rasa nda tenteram and nda tenang, this is one of the way that i can express those kind of feelings. huhu. rasa nda tenang sebab few things yang happened untuk beberapa hari ne makes me feel worried especially for my family. Mudah2an it's just my feeling and hopefully nothing bad will be happened. amin. Ya Allah, jauhi lah segala bencana dan kecelakaan daripada keluarga hambaMu ini. Lindungi lah mereka ya Allah. Amin ya rabb.

secondly, 

lately ne selalu jaa ada benda yang makes me remind of him. Aww. rase nak marah jerr. hahaha. anyway, i know it's a test to justify whether im strong enough to let go things or person that i ever loved before or maybe still love. confused sekejap. insha Allah perjuangan ku akan berjaya. ceh. huhu. 

thirdly,

hormon tgh unstable ne so sangat expose to stress especially bila minggu2 akhir before exam. masa ne lah tests, assignments, presentations and replacement classes bak cendawan tumbuh lepas hujan. berlambak i tell u. uurrgghh. and benda yang i hate the most is actually replacement classes since cuti am pun mau ganti. !@#$%^&*. bagus nda pyah cuti. lain laa if the classes were postponed sbb lect meeting/outstation/kurang sihat. huhu. somehow, what can i do. that's student's life. kalau nda tahan then just quit! senang cerita. tp ndamau quit kan? nah, rasakan :(. untung laa nak kos yang kau ambik ne bkn hardcore mcm medic/engine. kalau kau ambik kos yang itu, sana bukit padang kalik kau stay. Nauzubillahiminzalik. 

anyway.

kata orang, bila kita tengok bayi, semua masalah kita seakan-akan hilang. so, esok maybe i should try jenguk kakak sebelah rumah since she has a newborn baby. Insha Allah if kakak tuh ada. btw, sabar lah hati. setiap yang berlaku ada hikmah di sebalik kejadian. Tuhan akan berikan yang terbaik untuk umatNya. Semoga Tuhan merahmati kita semua. Amin.

ygtidaktenteramhatinya,

hslahmuddin.