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Assalamualaikum.

Manymany things happened at the moment. Serabut! 

Ya ALLAH, please guide me. I am hardly thinking about woman-to-man love. Why? Tired of failure. Seriously. Is it normal for a 'girl' at the age for 21 thinking of things like her future MAN?Or was it too early since she doesn't have what they called as 'bakalsuami'? (mau tulis boyfriend punn mcm rasa pelik) Actually, lately my father suka cakap pasal anak si fulan kena pinang laa, anak si fulan mau kahwin laa. And I was like "awkward" laa since I was there during the discussion. Mau senyum takut being misunderstood. So, confidently, buat POKERFACE and no comment.

Look, when she is not dating somebody ;

1. She wanted to be a good slave of ALLAH SWT.
2. She wanted to be a good daughter/sister/cikk to her families.
3. She wanted to be an independent girl who can walk on her own feet doing anything she wanted the way she feels alright.
4. She wanted to be a good friend among all friends she has.
5. She wanted to be excelled in her studies and having a good job.

When the time just about to come;

1. She is waiting for a man who can guide her to jannah.
2. She is waiting for a man who really into her the way she is and makes her happy. (Mcm dlm drama korea2. Ahaks!)
3. She is waiting for the time where she can write good things about her man and how much she loves him on her blog.
4. She is waiting for the man to come and see her parents as well as the family members.
5. She is praying that she would have a big and happy everafter family.


how I wish.



tillthen,
hslahmuddin.