40. Come Back

Assalamualaikum wbt.


Alhamdulillah masih ada kesempatan untuk bernafas and of course utk write up something dalam blog yg lama tidak berusik. Actually selalu juga buka blog but don't have any good things untuk tulis. Ntah tiba-tiba hari ne feels like to write up something here.

Well yeah, soooo many things happened for the past few months and I realized that my last post was on December 2013 which was last year! Haha. Btw, I've just completed my degree and Alhamdulillah my result was okay. Im not really sure if I am entitled with 1st class degree. Will confirm masa konvo nanti. My thesis was just okay, I'm not sure what really went wrong. Mungkin I was not really put an effort to it. *Sigh. But still Alhamdulillah since my partner and I able to get an A- for that. Haha. Other subjects pun were okay and everything was just okay laa. Tunggu konvo and I will be able to say "I am officially a Degree Holder".

Knowing that I'll be completing my degree is just nerve wrecking rather than being relief. Eh, why is that so? Well, what do you expect bila habis belajar? Of course you'll be welcomed into a new phase of life called "WORKING". And before that, you are "Penganggur". Then I sedar belajar susah, habis belajar even susah. Nothing is easy in this world man. That's for sure!

Deep inside, still ada desire to sambung study actually. Rasa jelous bila tengok orang lain sambung Master. Haha. Tapi if possible I prefer to go out from Sabah. Masa belajar ne laa peluang yang ada untuk tengok tempat orang. My family pun jenis yang tidak kisah where you going to study hatta ke oversea sekali pun. One fine day Insha Allah.

Anyway, I just hope that many many happy things will happen to all of us and may our dreams come true. Insha Allah. Allahumma amin.

Somewhere 

Till then,
nhidayahsl

39. I saw the resemblance

Assalamualaikum.

Blog got dusty. Lama tidak update. Busy I think? Yes, I am. Been busy with classes, tests, assignments, research proposal and of course, personal things.  Have had fac's dinner last Friday at Hyatt Regency. Okay laa. Not so fun anyway. Maybe sebab tidak ramai yg get to join.

 Btw, I saw u everywhere. Tough life. I can get through this. Insha Allah. Lama tidak story pasal all these thingy. Getting sick I guess? haha. Yes, I do feel lonely at times but I know that "Unquestionably, by the remembrance of Allah, hearts are assured (Qur'an: 13:28)". We all know that Allah SWT has the greatest plan for all of us. Therefore, there's nothing to be worried. I do think that anything that happen to me as the resemblance of what I did in my past. Having the "reward" in this world would be much better than to have it in the hereafter. Oh Allah, forgive my sins and my families' too. Amin.

Let bygone be bygone right? Allah tidak nampak how a person starts, Allah nampak how those person ends. So, please pray that I will be a good servant to Allah SWT, a good daughter to my Parents, a good sister to my Siblings, a good friend to my Friends and a good person to anywho. Well, I know its not easy but yet, tried my best is better than nothing I guess. I do think of becoming a real muslimah as in wearing a proper tudung, covering my feet, no more tight jeans and all that and I really hope that I am ready for that. So, lets pray for me and pray for us. Amin.

Hoping,

NhidayahSL

 

38. What's the sign?

I dream on you. Twice. What is that suppose to mean? Allah knows. InshaAllah.